Author: Jilligan
•10:55 PM
2013 is a big year for me. I turn 40 this year. I know it's just a number and I usually don't worry too much about my age but it's out there. 9 months from now I will be 40. I have some plans for this year. I don't think they are resolutions. Nope, they are plans. I want to accomplish a few things this year. I am keeping most of them to myself. I will let you in on them as the year progresses. Of course the plans include some fitness goals, some health goals, some financial goals, and some personal goals. I will need you all as usual. I can't do it on my own.

However, I did come to the conclusion today that nobody really cares. No one cares if I get up at 4:00 a.m. to work out. No one cares if I don't. No one cares if I eat oatmeal for breakfast or eggs or nightshades. No one cares if I have cake for breakfast. No one cares if my pants are getting tighter. No one notices if they are falling off. No one cares if I am Paleo or BFLing or Cracking the Fat Loss or eating hog wild! Sure, people are supportive or not. People comment or don't. But in the end, I have to care. I have to be the one to get up in the morning and get my workout in. I have to be the one to make my lunches and ensure that they are healthy. I have to watch what I eat. I have to care. I have to make myself important. I have to have some faith in myself. No one cares that I will be 40 this year. But I do and I want to be a healthy 40 year old with at least 40 more years ahead of me. So I care.

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